my boomerang won't come back....

I'm back, but only briefly. Been out of commission big time, unfortunately - had some medical issues. Not sure if I'll continue with this blog, only time will tell I guess. Thanks to anyone who's visited me here, it's been grand. Might catch you again sometime, but then again I might not...

Ciao for now x

trying not to neglect

Well I'm still sick, but am much better than I was. I think I've been burning the candle at both ends and it's not too happy with me, I think I need to take a bit of a break. Work is very busy, and I am loving it. I've also been clubbing way too much, there are too many beautiful boys here I keep falling in lust :)

Also had a little bit of an adventure to the big, big smoke but I'll save that story for another time.

sick

I'm sick, I'll be down and out for a little while....

fatal attachments

I must be in psycho heat. Or maybe I had a big neon sign on my forehead saying LOSERS TRY ME, or something, fuck! I kept attracting weird guys on Saturday night, this one guy attached himself to me and practically dry humped my leg. For nearly two hours. Yuck!! Barry. I had to leave the club to get away from him. He was sleazy and persistent and it was a total turn-off. Where do guys get off doing that? Do they really think it’s going to get them what they want? Well, maybe that sort of thing works with some girls who are probably either desperate, or drunk, but it certainly doesn’t work with me. I deserve respect. I give it and I should receive it, no question. What has happened to the world, people’s behavior is getting worse by the day, especially men. And kids. I blame the breakdown of the family unit. Just my opinion!

g'bye lovah

Si left town today, he called me to say goodbye and tell me not to be a stranger whenever I go back home for a visit and should definitely look him up. I admit I’ll miss him a little, I'll miss the great sex more, but you know what they say, onwards and upwards.... NEXT!!!

Teri has tickets to go see a major sports thing, and she knows someone in the team so we’ll be partying with them afterwards. I don’t really follow male dominated sports, but I’ll go anyway, we get to sit in a corporate box to watch and go out with good looking athletic men afterwards, oh it’s a tough life!!

Other then that, life is great. Work is still busy so I’m getting plenty of shifts and I’m actually saving some money which is good, I've been able to basically live off mostly tips for food, petrol and going out (not that I really spend anything when I go out, I never pay to get in anywhere and I always get drinks from pub and club owners ha ha ha!) and I pay my rent and most bills out of my wages and put what’s left over away so it’s building nicely and I haven’t had to touch my main savings at all, woowoo!!!!

Off out again tonight, just the usual club-hopping and dancing. Can’t believe it’s almost February already.

a super sunday

We sipped champagne whilst gazing out at the city skyline, the sun moving towards the horizon, chatting idly about anything and everything, both of us in denial of the fact that we’ll probably never again do this together. We were fully intent upon milking the experience for every last drop of specialness that we could get. The restaurant was perfect, and lunch was nice, but even nicer is the fact that he doesn’t have much money so this was a big thing for him. He’s very sweet. I suspect this was his way of including me in his special treat, since he’s leaving soon to go back to his hometown soon. Later that evening we retired to my room to explore each other’s bodies for a few hours. We massaged, licked, caressed, sucked, tickled, spanked, bit and fucked until we were satisfied, then showered and dressed for a night out clubbing; where Fridays and Saturdays find the city full of tourists, Sundays and Mondays are for the locals. It’s nice to go out and know many of the waitresses, bar staff, security guys, door girls, club managers and owners, to be treated as friends instead of customers who bring in money to the club.

We started at a bar in town, then swung by another club to say hi before moving on to the small funky club that totally packs out with all the local hospitality crown on Sunday nights, with more people joining us along the way until we were a reasonably sized, very happy group. Sunday night is actually Friday night for many hospitality staff, it’s usually the start of their weekend with most days off falling between Mondays and Wednesdays. The music was excellent, we danced and laughed all through the night and into the early morning’s first light, then Si and I broke away from the group to take a walk along the beach. Even though he’s leaving in a few days, he assured me he’d like to be friends after he’s gone, which is something I would like as well. I dropped him off at his dad’s and went home to find S and M just arriving at our place after their shift. They were in high spirits, having had a busy night and apparently made a lot of money for themselves. Over a bottle of wine they regaled me with stories about some of the clients that had come in that night, and then it was all I could do to keep my eyes open so I retired to bed.

gimme more of the good stuff!

Work is going well, I've had a few shifts and they seem happy with me. The cafe is very busy for some reason, they said post xmas is usually busy with holiday makers and tourists, then it quietens down a bit but it hasn't at all, not that I’m complaining or anything! Things are going very well with my luvah, I really could get used to this no-strings-attached thing, I've got the best of both worlds – great sex whenever I want, my own space, my own place, and I can still pick up other cute boys if I decide to. Shame it’s got to come to an end, really, but it has to, he lives to far away for us to continue in this way. Oh well, when the time comes to say farewell, then c’est la vie! I’m sure we’ll still be friends afterwards...

S met a guy on her recent flight over to the big smoke, and he’s bought us both tickets to go and visit him next month. I’m a little apprehensive, I mean, we know very little about this guy or anything but apparently S knows some people he knows, and they’ve vouched for him as being ok. I’m not sure exactly where I am supposed to fit into all of this, but I get the feeling he’s bought tickets for me so that S feels more comfortable in going down there. I don’t doubt that he fancies her, that’s got to be obvious to any blind freddy, I’m just not sure what she expects to get out of it though. She says she wants to get out of town for a bit... As it turns out I've got the days off that coincide with the trip, but I haven’t given an answer whether I’ll go or not. Maybe I’ll just go, what’s the worst that could happen? I’ll leave details with my best friend, and make sure to check in with her every few hours. I think I may have just talked myself into going... Hmmm...

coming up for air

Si has just left to go get freshened up before we go out tonight. You can probably guess we’ve been hitting it as often as possible, heh heh. He’s a great fuck, but he’s definitely not boyfriend material, in my opinion. I really like his friend N, and I reckon N would be boyfriend material, but he’s not the most attractive guy and besides I wouldn’t ever go there, I like him as a friend and he’s just not my type physically. I wish I knew a nice girl for N, he’s such a sweet guy. I sound like a groupie - oh well I am an N fan!!

a woman's work is never done

I got up this morning and did all the housework, S has been working a lot lately they keep asking her to do extra shifts, so whilst even though she’s not here of an evening, she’s still here making her usual amount of mess when she’s around in the daytime, and she’s not been doing any cleaning up or clearing up after herself. I find that a bit unfair and I told her so today when she got up – politely, of course. So the plan is – starting from a blank canvas (or in this case, a clean, spotless home) I am going to clean up after myself and she will clean up and pick up after herself. I talked to her about a roster, so we agreed to alternate turns and vacuum once a week and clean/dust the surfaces, and we should each clean up the kitchen after ourselves. We each have our own bathroom so there are no real cleaning/sharing issues there, except that the washer and dryer and bath are in mine cos it’s bigger so S has to use my bathroom about once per week for her washing, and she likes to take a bath once or twice a week, so I've asked her to wash the bath out once she’s finished. I think that’s only fair, yes?

Work was good, I even made some tips!! I love the smell of freshly roasted coffee, plus I’m good at making coffees and hot chocolates. They have lovely soups and salads and their lasagne looks so good, I’ll have to try it though as you can’t tell just by looking, but it smells great. The chef is a young guy Ned, and his mother Audrey takes orders, makes coffees, and serves over the counter for takeaway cakes and pre-made sandwiches. Me and another girl Nina do table service, run the food, clear up, help with coffees and counter service if it’s real busy, and keep on top of the washing up. It’s pretty full on, my feet are sore after a 7-hour split shift. I started at 11 and learned how they set up for lunch, then had a few hours off after lunch and started back at 6 for the evening crowd. I've been home and freshened up and am ready to hit the town with Jules to do some dancing. Si said he might go out as well, haven’t seen him in a couple of days as he’s been with his dad.

let the good times roll on

Just spent an awesome few days with Si, N and their group of friends. Went clubbing Saturday night and we all got a bit tipsy and Si and I ended up getting it on so he came back to my place with me and seeing as S was at work we christened the living room and my ensuites bathroom, and of course my bedroom. He has a lovely cock, it’s very straight with none of this slightly bent a bit one way or another thing, he even hangs straight when he’s soft. Plus he’s cut. YUM! He’s a good size too, not too big. My ex is huge, we could never really bang hard cos it hurt me too much, whereas Si is a bit smaller (but not too much smaller) so we had a really good, hard banging session, a few nice slow ones, and a very horny wrestling match. I think I have a lovah! He’s heading back to his hometown in a few weeks, so I’m gonna make the most of it while I can.

I've scored myself a job as well, at a little cafe/coffee shop near to the night club that’s down the road from us here. I had a trial shift today, they were happy with me so I start Friday. It’s not much, but it’s something, at least it will pay the rent and food and my other bills, I won’t save much if anything, but it will do until I find something better. I’ll do it for as long as it’s enjoyable, anyway. No point staying in a job that I don’t like, I couldn’t do that.

quietness

S flew to another city this week for a few days, so I've been home alone and it's so nice having some quiet time, well the first day or two it was nice but now it's a bit too quiet. She'll be back this afternoon I am going to pick her up at the airport, and drop her off at work as she's working all night tonight. I've got no plans for tonight or over the weekend, Jules is busy and Teri is out of town, but Simon said he might give me a call so we'll see if he does. S is working through the weekend until monday, I'm either going to be out with Simon and his friends, or hitting the gym and running on the beach. Either way it's a win!

through the roof

Saturday night was fucking huge! We started with a few drinks at home, the other girls had some lines then we headed out to the club down the road from our place, which was packed. You could hardly move in there. There were so many tourists, everyone was pretty happy and partying hard, it was a great atmosphere. Met heaps of people, and saw Simon and his crew. Got talking to his friend N who is very nice plus he likes the same drink as me. Around midnight we headed into the CBD to the dance club I love, it was a bit empty until about 1am when it really got pumping. I spied this group of guys as they walked in and one of them was so damn fine looking. I pointed them out to S, L and Teri, he and his friends were at the bar so we watched them for a while. Girls kept going up to them and they were basically blowing them off, they didn’t seem interested. I figured they must have girlfriends (or wives?) and weren’t out for picking up so I gave up on my hopes of getting any from that direction, and just started to have some fun. The music is so good in that club! Then I swear, within about half an hour, the cutest one came over to talk to me and asked if he could buy me a drink!! I kid you not... He seemed like a nice guy, and his friends all came over talking to the other girls, S ended up with one of them, Teri with one of the others, and L left early alone. I took home the hot one his name was Nick and when I felt his stomach I literally swooned, he had a six pack and all!

We went down on me first, then I returned the favour and gave him head, he had the nicest cock I was in heaven. He went back down on me again and then we had sex for about 5 hours before we fell asleep exhausted (and totally satiated!) Great sex - now that’s what I’m talking about! He had to go just before lunchtime, they guys were calling his phone and that’s when I realised that the guy with S was at our place as well. They left, but not before we exchanged numbers and he asked me to meet him later and join them for drinks and maybe something to eat before going clubbing again. So I some sleep, caught up with S and her guy had said the same thing so we freshened up, set a plan B of going out for a bite to eat elsewhere in case our ‘dates’ fell through, and headed over to see Teri at her work.

Well the guys came through with drinks and dinner and coveting our company, and the other guys were keen to go out but me and Nick went back to his hotel and fucked like bunnies for a few more hours then I escaped before sunrise and went home. They were heading back to their city later that day so I won’t see them again, but what an excellent weekend!

the new year is here

Happy new year!

Lots has happened, but first I want to address my new year's resolution: to have a lot more sex! Bring it on...

That should be easy :)

My other resolution, or rather my other simple goals for 2009 are to get a job I enjoy, save some more money, meet new people, make some good friends, start doing some travel, grow and develop as a person, I think that's it for now.

So what's been happening lately - xmas was good fun with the family, but I was bored being back there after only a day. Yes it really is that boring there. It was wonderful to see family, don't get me wrong, but after you've all talked about what's been happening and caught up on all the latest news there's not a lot more to talk about except joke around and chit chat.

I came home and spent New Year's clubbing here, my god it was huge! I kissed so many cute boys but I went home alone that night, by choice. i didn't really feel like being with anyone. S worked most of the way through but she's off tonight so we're going to go out and catch a movie and then go clubbing (off course!) with L and Teri. I am gonna pick up tonight :)

heading home for xmas

I’m heading home for xmas and spending a few days with the family, it will be my first trip home since moving away (a whole month ago, LOL!). I hope I don’t run into the ex, there’s a chance it might happen but I think if I stay out of town then I might be able to avoid him. My cousins are coming up for a few days with my uncle, I’m looking forward to seeing them as it’s been a long time since I saw them last. I offered to give S a lift back home as well but she said she’ll drive down herself as she’s working most of the way through xmas and new year because there’s big money in it with all the tourists around. I hope her car doesn’t crap out on her, it’s been so unreliable lately. I’ll be back after xmas, adios and merry xmas to anyone that's reading this!

just cruising along

Haven’t seen much of S lately, she’s been either at work or sleeping or banging this guy of hers, Turk’s friend. I don’t really like him that much he’s a bit strange, but he seems to be very into her. S is a striking looking natural blonde, she’s a little on the short side, she’s not skinny, but what she does have is the most mesmerising bedroom eyes and a sexy look that guys seem to fall all over themselves for. She likes guys, and girls too if they’re gorgeous.

I'm really enjoying living in this city, although I’m going to have to get a job in the new year, I think the end of Jan or maybe Feb so that I don’t spend too much of my savings on living, I’d rather have a back up in case something unforeseen happens, and be able to add to my savings for when I want to buy my own place. I feel so lazy though. I've joined a gym and already I’m seeing results. I just need to eat a bit healthier, it’s too easy to grab fast food here whereas back home it’s so small there are no maccas or kfc’s or pizza huts nearby, just a corner shop that does takeaway fried foods and coffees.

propositioned

Drove S to work again tonight, the owners were there and they both asked me to work! I take that as a compliment, natch, although it could be that they’re understaffed or something. Don’t think I’d be able to do that for a job though.

world's oldest profession

Tonight I drove S to work. She works in a massage parlour (brothel) down the coast. She told me she was a receptionist but has really been working as a prostitute for about a year. I had a bit of a problem with it initially but you know what, I'm cool with it now, it’s her life after all, so whatever she wants to do, she says there’s a lot of money in it, but I don’t understand how she can always be so broke if she makes lots of money? Where does it all go? I mean, I know she’s paying off a block of land, and she buys a lot of clothes and stuff, but she’s never got any money or that’s what she says. Maybe she does have money and she’s saying she doesn’t so that she doesn’t dip into her savings or something?

I went inside the place where she works, from the back door. It must be above a shop or something, cos I went up lots of stairs on the outside, and there’s a camera on the back door and the metal door is locked so they’ve got to know you to let you in. Inside there is a hallway that goes straight up the middle and all the way to the front with rooms on either side all the way along. There must be about a dozen rooms or more in all, each with a different colour or theme, and each has an ensuite bathroom, a spa and of course a big bed.

Further along the hallway there’s a door which I found out leads out to the waiting area and a small bar, that’s where the “clients” arrive from outside and wait to see the ladies to choose one. I didn't get to see out there as there was someone waiting. There’s also a big room with loads of washing machines and the walls are lined with shelving full of sheets and towels and cleaning products. You can walk through this room to a dressing room with lockers, mirrors and dressing tables along all the walls. Walk through the dressing room is a little kitchen area then the room the receptionist sits and then there’s a big loungeroom with some double and triple sofas, there was a girl dressed up and fast asleep on one of them. There's also a big tv, a dvd player, and some gaming equipment. The lounge area is accessible through the reception and also from a hallway behind the reception. There are cameras everywhere, and a lot of video surveillance screens in the reception area.

I met a few of the girls, naturally I only know their working names – Tori, Tenille, Angel, Jazz, Courtney, Lisa, Alexis, and S and M were there as well as D. There were others in the rooms apparently, with clients. D is driving S home in the morning, and I’ll have to drive her back again tomorrow, her car is in the shop. It was an interesting experience, one I never in a million years thought I’d ever have.

oops she's done it again

I did it again, brought another guy home. Yaron is a very cute Israeli I met last night, with a hot bod. He’s into gymnastics and oh boy did we do the rough and tumble round the bedroom last night! It was good (but not great) sex, he even smacked my ass which I totally didn’t expect at the time that he did it but I liked it. But it was fun. I didn’t get his number, or ask his last name, that makes it a real one nighter and I don’t even feel bad about it!

my first one

Well I did it, I took a guy home, my first one night stand ever. It felt a bit strange, still does. I guess it will get better and easier with time (and practice) or at least that’s what I’m hoping. I’ve met this guy a few times before, I’ll call him Turk. He was a fairly good kisser but his cock was totally disappointing, not very big and he didn’t know how to use it, but I’m used to ten and a half inches so maybe I’m being unrealistic to expect more? S took his mate home, which is a bit weird now but it felt ok at the time, maybe that’s cos I was tipsy last night. I won’t fuck him again although I’ll probably bump into him a lot from now on. That’s how these things work though isn’t it? Hope it’s not too uncomfortable.

educational

God I’m learning a lot in this city, I've become so much more street smart since moving here not even a month ago but I reckon I've still got a lot to learn. Teri is into the white stuff too, they offered me some but I didn’t want anything. They didn’t push me do any which I respect. Met the owner of a dance club in the CBD, Teri and her friend Boz know him, he was quiet, bought us a drink and kept his eye on what was happening in his club. The music was awesome, I’m defo heading back there again.

private party with marty

OMG Marty lives at his Dad’s but get this, he doesn’t live in the house he lives out the back in a caravan. Dinner was nice, he cooked a simple bolognaise which was delic, and then we watched a movie. I’d had a couple of glasses of a lovely red wine I took up, and since I don’t drink and drive, I was planning on taking him up on the offer to crash the night (and maybe doing a little more than sleeping), that is until we went to retire and he took me out the back door of the house... to his caravan. He sleeps in a caravan. It just didn’t feel right, so we fooled around a little then fell asleep still fully clothed. It was a bit weird this morning being in a caravan and still having to go inside the house to pee, I got out of there and drove home, and here I am writing about it. I think I won’t see him again, even though he’s already messaged me twice since I left. I feel how boys feel when they’ve slept with a girl then they lose interest, hah!

Going into town with Teri tonight and one of her friends, should be a good night.

stripper boy

Marty called me, we went out for a coffee before he had to drive back to where he lives (the next big city an hour away – bummer!). He seems nice, and he’s a good kisser too. Might see him again, he’s invited me to his place he wants to cook me dinner. Score!

have you ever done any modelling?

The little party that we had at ours before going out was interesting, there was S, M and another girl from their work D who is a lot of fun, they were all doing lines of speed off our coffee table. They were going to try to get ecstasy or something as well but couldn’t find anyone with anything. They were talking about this guy they all knew, John, who apparently always has good gear and spends money on the girls he likes. Sounded a bit shallow and fake to me but it was interesting to hear them talk about him. We went out and had a good time, but they were going fst the whole time and I got so tired so I had to go home before them, I didn’t have anything, I’m a bit scared to try it to be honest, it’s not my thing. I had fun anyway.

This guy I met tried to tell me he’s a talent scout from a modelling agency, said I’ve a great look, would I be interested in a modelling career, then he told me his business were out in his car. Like yeah right as though I’m going to believe all of that, I wasn’t born yesterday, dickhead! If he was really a professional he would have had his cards on him! Loser. I had a bad feeling about him and he was sleazy looking so there was no fucking way I was gonna go anywhere with him. Not a chance! I wonder how many gullible chicks he gets to go out to his car by saying that? And then what does he try to do with them when he’s out there? Eurgh!!

a spot of shopping

Bought some fab new clothes so gave them a run last night and they had male strippers on at the club around the corner from us, woooo! Met one of them, Marty, he asked me for my number. See if he calls, not holding my breath, he is a stripper after all. Am out again this weekend, but I’m so tired at the moment. S is having a little party at ours with some girls she knows from work, then we’re going to go out afterwards. I’m going to get some sleep in preparation for a big weekend.

fun on a friday night out

Had a cool night out on Friday night, a friend of S who I’ll call M introduced us to the owner of the club just down the road from our place, he’s an interesting guy, think he must be Italian. He gave us free drinks all evening, and kept coming over to talk to us. Found out my flatmate S works at a massage parlour down the coast which is interesting. A massage parlour, hmmmm. She says she didn’t tell me cos she wasn’t sure how I’d take it, so I guess she’s told me now cos we’re already living together and she feels more comfortable/confident of judging my reactions. I don’t really care what she does as long as she pays her share of the bills and is honest with me. I told her that too.

night out with nigel

Teri and I met at the bar where she works; it’s a funky little place inside a food court, very cool. The other guys that work there are a bit weird though, they just don’t seem trustworthy, I dunno, there’s just something about them. Maybe it’s sleaze factor, I’m not sure exactly what it is though. We went out after she finished work, had a lot of fun dancing and talking to people. I kissed a very cute guy named Nigel, he was paying us so much attention, bought us lots of drinks and stuff, it was nice but it felt a bit like giving him a reward after spending all that money and time on us. I didn’t take him home or anything though; definitely didn’t feel ready for that quite yet aside of it not feeling like the right thing to do. I stopped in the middle of kissing him cos it wasn’t feeling right. I know it was all in my head, I hope I get past all that. He was very nice about it, and said he was just enjoying the company of two beautiful ladies... awww!

I get the feeling I’ll be able to go out any night of the week in this place and there will be a crowd of people partying somewhere. That’s so opposite from my town which is purely once a week on a Saturday night, if you’re lucky. This place rocks. Yeehah!

grass

Went to beach with Jules today, then a late lunch at one of the local restaurants where I had the best Caesar salad I've ever had! Our flat has shaped up nicely, but S has a bong which she’s left in the loungeroom a few times now, I didn’t know she was into drugs, it stinks. I've never even smoked a cigarette...

it's a small world

I feel alive! I am loving living here so far. I’m getting my bearings, the sun has been out the whole time pretty much, people are happy and look healthy and are generally so much better looking here, I mean, I've seen some truly beautiful looking people here, both guys and girls. Even the oldies are good looking in this place, LOL!

I met some wicked girls out with S and her friend L on the weekend - Teri and Jules. Teri I met through another guy friend of hers, John who came up and introduced himself to me, he introduced me to Teri and they said they thought I looked like I was having a lot of fun. Teri and I stayed back after the others went home, she’s nice and a bit mad like me. Jules I met in the ladies bathroom, we just started talking she’s a backpacker originally from Nottingham, very cool chick. Later I’m standing there having a bit of a boogie at our table and I hear this guys voice yell “What the fuck are you doing here?!!” I turned around and it was this guy named Simon who I often saw out on a Saturday night at the bigger town our group used to go out at, I had never actually met him before though. I’d seen him cos he’s an awesome dancer, you just can’t miss him. Anyway I was a bit shocked that he was there and we got talking, and then he introduced me to all his friends, they were a big group. Turns out he’s from this city and is up visiting his parents for a while. It’s a small world! Hope he calls me soon to catch up again, he’s very cute and I like his friends they were all really nice.

L is an interesting one. She drives a small convertible car which apparently her “sugar daddy” gave her, but she insists she hasn’t had sex with him. He’s some rich Asian dude, he gives her jewellery, takes her out for expensive dinners, gives her money for clothes and stuff. I guess if she’s not having sex with him then he’s basically paying her for her company. She’s nothing flash to look at, she’s definitely not ugly though, she’s a cute blonde and apparently she has a kid somewhere back in her home country, I don’t think she’s in touch with the kid much. I find that pretty sad, really. I’m not a big fan of L, in case you were wondering. I find her a bit shallow, even fake, fake hair, fake nails, fake tan, lots of makeup, lots of jewellery, she wants to have surgery on her body – boob job, botox and something else on her face, liposuction on her middle and hips, I've nothing against surgery if it’s something you need or if you’ve done everything you can to get rid of the fat but it’s being persistent, but she’s not even trying to diet and she already has a nice pair of puppies, they’re high and perky and a nice shape (especially considering she’s had a kid, she doesn’t tell anyone about that, but she’ll show her tits to just about anyone, seriously!) but she wants them bigger. She’s just a bit too plastic for me.

hello new!

I've moved in! I am now officially a city slicker, LOL!! I packed everything I own, which isn’t much, into my little white hatchback this morning and now here I am. S has gone to work, and I’m too exhausted anyway from moving so we’re going to go out Friday and Saturday nights, so I’m sitting on my new beds pilfering free internet from one of the neighbours who don’t have a secure wireless network, it’s not very strong so I might get booted off soon. New ‘beds’ yes you read correctly, my room has 2 single bunk beds in it so I've pushed them together to make one huge bed, it works for me. Plenty of room to roll about, now I just need to find someone to roll about with. I don’t know how I feel about one night stands, I've only slept with one guy and I was with him for four years before I broke up with him, he’s a nice guy but it didn’t feel right especially after I caught him kissing another girl, and I needed to move away from him cos he won’t leave me alone. Anyways.... I know there’s more out there and much more to life than what I've done so far.

Moving here I've really had to acknowledge how little stuff I own. My wardrobe has all my clothes hanging, it’s not a big space and there’s only one tenth of the space used, and 8 pairs of shoes. Sad, I know, but I guess I have an excuse to go shopping once I start working again.

I’ll be back after the weekend, I’m going to finish settling in, try to get some sleep in my new bed, and over the next few days I want to spend some time out in the sun and out exploring my new neighbourhood, as well as check out the local nightlife!!

farewell old

I’m sitting at home waiting for someone from the group I hang out with to pick me up. For once I don’t have to drive, I could do some drinking tonight as it’s my farewell. I don’t think I’ll drink, and if I’m totally honest I don’t actually feel like being driven either, I prefer to drive; my car is my independence. If something happens and I’m not comfortable, I can just jump in my car and drive myself away from there. The group I hang around with are not exactly the most responsible of individuals but they are fun...

Rach is a teaze, she’ll be on the dance floor and will back up to a guy, any guy, and dance up against him, then next thing they’ll be lip locked. She does this with usually with a minimum of 3 guys a night, and I think her record is in double figures. Traci is basically a slut, simple as that. She’ll get with nearly any guy, I've caught her having sex out the back of the pub against the fence or the wall more times than I care to remember. Jenine is a virgin, she’s short, dumpy, plain looking, and really quite immature, but deep down she’s a sweet girl. In my opinion she tries too hard, and she gets taken advantage of a bit, so she’s lucky that there aren’t any really nasty people around here, everyone knows everyone so you just don’t get away with too much bad stuff. Greg is alright, he’s on the young side too (read: immature), like Jenine. He’s ok looking whereas Janine has had the misfortune to be hit by the ugly stick. Randy is actually older than me by a few months, and was a year ahead of me at school. He’s a nice looking guy, not the type I would go for though or maybe it’s cos I grew up with him and I know him too well. He likes the younger girls which I think is why he’s always seems to have a new girlfriend, but they never last very long cos they are a bit unstable. The girls he goes out with are usually quite attractive, and all he wants to do is settle down and start a family, but it hasn’t happened for him yet. I think he’s too nice, if that’s possible? There are a few other randoms that hang around, but none that I would go out with on their own.

Sounds like someone’s arrived, gotta run!

setting up house

S moved in today. She’s connecting everything and I move in next week, woohoo!
S was in my younger brothers year at school, and she attended a club we went to as well. I don’t remember how I actually ended up meeting her, but I guess I somehow came to know her at school (or know of her) then properly met at a club outing. I ended up working in the shop her parents bought for her so that she had a job near home, that’s about all you can do to get work around here – own a business. There are not a lot of job opportunities in our town, unfortunately. S has a job in my new city, she’s doing evening reception work at some place, actually I don’t know where she works, she said down the coast a bit from where our new place is. I’ll have to ask her.